New year, new job, new friends, what else?

Ich fühle mich wie ein wirklich unbedeutend dummkopf

2009-06-18T09:21:14Z

I failed two tests today, and got back a whole heap of test/assignment results from a few weeks ago. I failed/only just passed most of them too.
Not only that, but I pretty much got told that I'm an idiot infront of my whole class PLUS all the boys the morning irrigation class, at school today! And now I have to go to special catch-up tutorials, where they are going to treat us like babies and start with the real basics and teach us shit that I either don't need for my work or already know.
I hate feeling like a moron, especially in front of my friends and colleagues. Oh well, at least I'm not the only one that has to go to the tutorials... Some of my friends/colleagues in my class have to go too. Although, I'm not quite sure if they are going to the exact same ones as me.. I really hope they are. =)

Not only that but... Don't tell Spike, but sometimes he makes me feel like an idiot too.. He's soooo much smarter that me, but he always puts himself down and says that he's dumb. If he's dumb, and still way more intelligent than me then how fucking stupid must I be?!! And whenever I make a mistake or slip of the tongue he makes a big deal out of it and pays me out about it, and then goes an tells his friends about it. I know he's trying to make light of it and let me know that it's okay to make mistakes by laughing laughing it off, but I don't like it.

I hate telling Spike off or saying that I don't like something that he says or does, cause then he feels like he's done something wrong, and hurt my feelings and that I'll hate him and'll get really angry and leave him. Which of course is not at all true. But he still hates himself and gets quite upset if he thinks that he's annoyed me. And then I feel bad for seeing him so upset. And then he gets upset that I'm upset. And it spirals down and down, un till I tell him "It's okay. I'm not angry at you. I could be angry at you. I love you." And then after some reassurance it's all fine again.

He's gone out tonight. I wish was with him. I'm still a bit upset about what happened at school, and I was having a bad morning before I even got to school.. Oh, and I was late for school. So my day's been pretty shit the whole day through.

The three best parts of today -
1) Spike came to school for lunch and met everyone (sort of)! =D That was awesome. I'm so glad that he gets along with my friends at CIT. He likes Fanta, which GREAT! And Fanta likes him too, he said so in class after lunch. It was quite funny. David, Fanta and I were sitting next to each other, and Fanta says to David (who has hung out with Spike and my friends before, but Fanta didn't know that), "Hey guess what? I got to meet Spike today, jealous? I like him, he's pretty cool. Too bad you weren't there to meet him." David and I look at each other and like "LOL!".

2) I finished my computing class at 3 and stayed in the lab till 4, which was the same time Juz finished his test in irrigation class. After everyone in his class had finished their tests I joint their class for the fun of it. At 5 Julz gave me a lift home. We were laughing pretty much all the way home. When we got here, Julz wanted me meet my dog Poppy, and take her for a walk. We went to the park, and sung on the swings and went of the see-saw, and slid down the slide and joked around, and spoke about friends/family/work/school and other random stuff. It was good talking to him.

3) Every hug from Spike made me happy, as they always do.. Being with Spike makes me happy. So of course his hugs were one of the best parts of my (crappy) day.

I'M ENGAGED!!

2009-06-02T12:40:36Z

I'm gonna marry Spike after I finish my (4 year) apprenticeship, and Spike finishes his (2 year) traineeship and the (3 year) program that his work is working on. Hopefully by then we will have saved up enough money for a nice family/friends gathering. Maybe there will be a meal, and there has to be dancing, but nothing big and fancy.

Some left over money that we'll make between then and now will go into a trust fund for the kids we are gonna have. Spike wants (one of) our son(s) to be called Lucian, whereas I want to name him Calcypher. You never know, but I reckon our sons will end up being called something generic like Sam and Tom. =)

And of course some money will be spent of having fun and getting reckless while we are still young and get away with stuff like that. =P

Anyway, I agree with Spike, we don't need a piece of paper to prove that we'll be together forever, and I hope he'll agree with me that we don't need rings for such a thing either. I don't want Spike spending a lot of money on something as pointless as jewelery. Neither of us wear rings normally, and can't anyway because of work, so what's the point?

THIS WEEKEND -

On Friday night I'm gonna see a movie with Joel (Spike's younger brother). Not sure if Spike will come with us. He probably will. I guess Joel and I will decide on Friday. =D

On Saturday Spike's nan is having an all day birthday lunch celebration. Should be good. I dunno what to get her though... Apparently everyone is getting/making her owl related things. So I s'pose I should to..

On Sunday Mum and Warren (her partner) are driving to Sydney. Spike and I will probably hang around home, watch a "film" and some movies. Oh and have sex. But that's a given. XD

Not sure what I'm doing on Monday (public holiday)

Tease

2009-05-13T03:36:07Z

I'm a bitch. I know I am, and I'm sorry to all those who have to endure what I put them through. I do or say things for my own amusement. I do think of the consequences, and I feel bad, but then I generally do nothing about it. Is that worse than not thinking about the consequences at all, I'd say it is.
It tears me up inside when I hurt my friends, or do/say something that will hurt someone, they just don't know it yet. I don't know how to fix it. I promise myself that I'll never do it again, or at least try really really hard not to, but that always fails somewhat.
I'm a bitch, and I know it.
I'm sorry.

How much fun can three people have?

2009-05-12T10:56:36Z

Okay, so yesterday I asked one of my friends if she would have a threesome with my boyfriend and I. I told her that she didn't need to answer straight away, and asked her just contemplate the idea, and get back to me with an answer when she had one.
I reckon chances are pretty good. Especially seeing as we are going sex toy shopping together in the very near future. lol. =)
I personally can't wait. I know Spike is even more eager. Only one problem (once she says yes, if she says yes), where and when?

Gawd Dammit!!

2009-05-11T07:35:54Z

Fuck'n porn! I shouldn't watch that stuff when I'm by myself, it only leaves me sexually fustrated. =/

Naked Weekend!

2009-05-09T08:38:06Z

Being naked is fun. Although I guess it depends who you're naked with.. =)
Spike and I have pretty much been this way since my mum left around 6.30PM last night. Shame she'll be back tomorrow (bigger shame that we don't actually know what time she'll be back!) Maybe we should wear clothes tomorrow..

Alex - Please don't tell Spike that I cheated on him..

2009-05-04T12:34:25Z

Simply because it is NOT true, and I would never EVER do such a thing.
It's not my fault that I turned a gay guy bisexual a couple of weeks ago, or that I made a girl smile and blush heaps today. And it's definitely not my fault that Tim told me he loved me several times, and that he want me to HIS girlfriend...
Oops... Do I, maybe.. subconsciously flirt too much? I hope Spike doesn't think that I do. Now I feel bad.

For those of you who don't know, Spike is my "new" boyfriend. What's with the inverted commas you ask. Well.. we've been going out for about 5 or 6 weeks, so it's not really a new relationship.. but yeah. [[Again, I feel bad, for not updating in aaaggggeeesssss!!]]

Work is going well. I've been working for three months now. I've met so many awesome people, and learned loads. The three different depots that I've been based at so far are apparently the best depots there are, (does this mean that my working experience can only get worse from next month on-wards? I hope not..).

Oh! There's some other things that I have to say. I've been keeping some things to myself for far too long! Problem is I have no one that I can tell. I know! I'll tell you. Yay! Yay for LJ! =D
Fuck I love Spike sooo much. So much more than any measly words could possibly even attempt to describe. And he's so damn sexy. And has the cutest smile. =)
I love being with him, and I really love being "with" him. I mean sure, I like sex, but that's not just it. I love sex with him, and it's because it's with him that I like it that much more than just sex itself. I love it when he moans. It's the best noise in the entire universe. I like watching him do things to make himself moan, but it's so much more satisfying when he moans because of something I do.
I've learned a few things since being with him - Dick tastes good. Cum not so much. Precum is alright though.
On Saturday night I gave him the best experience he's ever had, well that's what he said anyway. It was definitely the best I'd ever given anyhow. I drank some vodka and mixer before I went down on him, which was good for me because it meant that I couldn't taste his saltiness once he came, which meant that I could go for longer, which was good for him. Oh, and I've got the best technique which also makes things good, but I won't go into that.. I don't want to give away all my secrets. =P

And I thought work was fun

2009-03-01T11:28:01Z

Two good weekends in a row. (I managed to loose my debit master card during one of them... but besides that they're both heaps good!!) =D

Last weekend:

Friday after work I went to the grand opening of a new venue called The Maram. Someone that I work with was playing drums in the band that played that night. He was awesome. The band was great! The place was packed. My mum and I had a really good time. Yes.. I went with my mum. It was good. My mum and Mick (drummer that I work with) get along really well together.
I was appointed the 'official band photographer'. W00t! For doing that I was given a bottle of champagne, two glasses and two chocolates, all decoratively placed in black wine bucket.

My friend Tara came to The Maram after she finished work ( at Maccas, just down the read) around midnight. The Rodger Bone Band had finished by then, and the DJ played some pretty doggy club music, which blared through the speakers. Tara and I danced a little, but really hadn't had enough to drink to be dancing, until The Presets's My People came on. No one, especially me could refuse dancing to that!

After that song Tara drove us both to Civic. We went clubbing, as you do.. The music was heaps better at Cube Nightclub, and when they played Blink-182 at ICBM the place went off. Everyone knew the words and were singing along.

I started getting quite tired around 3am and had to stop dancing. Tara was kind enough drive me home. ((Thanks!)). We got to my place around 4. I had forgotten my keys, both the front and back doors were locked. I had no credit, and the doorbell broke. All the windows were locked, and three dogs started barking at me, including my own. I had no way of getting. I knocked on the window for about half an hour before my mum finally answered the door. Then I said goodnight to Tara, and watched her drive home. I got to bed at 5am, an hour after I'd actually gotten home. And I'd been awake since 6am the previous morning, because that's when I have to wake up each day for work. =-/

Saturday and Sunday:
I played Guitar Hero World Tour and saw Tara again, and spoke to random friends, and did other fun things.

I was going to write about what made this weekend that's just about to finish even better, but I'm really tired, and I have an early start tomorrow.
I'll update as soon as possible,
until then,
Good night. =) xx

Ice-cream!!

2009-02-10T05:47:27Z

Mm.. I'm hungry.. I really want some ice-cream!

Hahaha! Brad shaved the other day, and it's growing back. It was a pretty big shock when he first did it. He looked nearly 10 years younger. Seriously, he almost looked like he was younger than me! Ha!

Today I had lunch in Weston Park again today with my colleagues. And guess who joined us again!? The nice family of swans. I probably didn't tell yous what happened yesterday, oh well.. I guess it doesn't really matter. I took photos today and yesterday, I also made a video today. I'll upload them as soon as I work out how upload them from my phone. =P

Victorian bushfire emergency 2009

2009-02-09T11:17:20Z

Everyone in Australia knows about and feels for the thousands of victims of the most recent bush fires in Victoria and parts of New South Wales. So far at least 750 houses have been burned to the ground, and 134 people have died. Has this news reached other parts of the world?

This series of none ending bush fires is worse than the Ash Wednesday disaster which killed 108 people in 1983.

Can you believe that arsonists - actual people!- started these fires!? I heard that after firefighters had finally managed to put some out in lower Victoria, that someone in Sydney started lighting more fires! I mean WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with them!!
I love fire as much as the next person, possibly more, but I don't go around setting bushland on fire especially when the fire hazard is in the red zone, we've been in a 20 year drought, it's windy and really dry everywhere, and people are losing their houses and all their possessions, and being admitted to hospital, and are dying.

If I had the training I would have gone (or at least asked to have gone) with some of the Fireys at work to Victoria to help out. But because I can't go there I've done the next best thing I could do. I donated $100 to the Australian Red Cross Emergency Fund. www.redcross.org.au/vic/services_emergencyservices_victorian-bushfires-appeal-2009.htm

Kevin Rudd (our Prime Minister) has been really good, and helpful to people in need. He's done so much better than I'd except John Howard (ex-PM) would have done. I read in The Australian that Mr Rudd offered army troops to help firefighters control the fires. 90 people from Canberra went. It's still not enough, will it ever be?

www.theaustralian.news.com.au/story/0,25197,25031451-12377,00.html

Add "New Phone" to heading

2009-02-07T01:24:11Z

It's about time I got a new mobile (cell) phone. I've had the one that I have now for a few years, possibly 5, maybe more. I've had problems with it ever since the warranty ran out. Damn warranty!! Not only has it been braking mechanically, but has been falling apart physically too.

Yesterday I went to Woden (shopping centre) after work. I used my phone a couple of times to text/call random people (my mum/friends), and one of the times that I pulled it out of my pocket it's buttons were missing. They had been falling off quite a bit recently, and were easy to put back on. But this time I couldn't put them back on because I couldn't find them ANYWHERE!! - I looked pretty hard. I kept emptying my pockets and patting my clothes down to see if they got cause somewhere. People were looking ae strangely. Possibly because I kept patting myself and rubbing my hand up and down my legs (- you know how cops do that to look for stuff on a person), or because I kept pulling items that I use for work out of my pockets, like my (totally awesome) fold-up secateurs, or it might have been that eyes were drawn to my high visibility (fluro yellow) top that I have to wear for work.

Anyway, losing the buttons was the last straw. I'm getting a new phone today. Not sure what type yet.. My mum agreed to pay half of it, and I'm going to use some birthday money from my great uncle. I want a really good phone, so I'm probably going to have to use some of my own money, which is fine because I got payed yesterday!!! Yippee! I think it's the first time in over 10 years that I've had more than $100 in the bank. =D

Mistake

2009-02-05T10:42:26Z

I thought that the CIT Orientation Day was today. I even told Julian last night, that it was. lol.
I went to CIT, and found out that I was there a week early. Soon after I found that out, Julian walked in with his dad. Oops..
I had to get my mum to pick me up and take me home again. I called my supervisor, got changed and then my mum drove me to work, on her way to her own work. I got there around 10am. Everyone else at my work started at 6.30am. So I only missed, what, about 3 and a half hours.. Oops!! ^__^

Time for an update

2009-02-03T11:15:14Z

Hi, I dunno if anyone actually reads this, but for those of you who do, I figured an update is WAY over due.

Two weeks ago, on Monday the 19 Jan I started working. That's right, I got my first (proper) job!! I actually got a horticulture apprenticeship, which goes for four years. ((Horticulture is the science and art of cultivating plants and managing gardens etc, in case you were wondering.))

I absolutely love my job. It's awesome. I really enjoy the work, and am learning heaps everyday. I really like the people I'm working with at the moment too. Every month or two I have to change depots, which means that I get to work with different people/plants/parks etc.

My boss, Wayne is a pretty funny bloke. He's like 50 or something, but he acts like an adolescent most of the time, lol. On Australia Day he went to The Big Day Out in Melbourne with both his sons (aged around 22), and some of their friends.
Just bellow him is both Allison and Brad. Allison is really nice. Everyone warned me that she might resent me because her son applied for the same position as me, and didn't get it. But she's only ever been real nice towards me, so I dunno what they were on about. =P
Brad is.. Well he's pretty quiet, but sometimes he randomly just starts talking or asks a question that has nothing to do with anything that's going on around us. He's kinda cute, but I'm pretty sure he said that he has a girlfriend at smoko today.
Next is Mick, also known as Scroty. He's heaps funny, and has piercing blue eyes. He's in a band. I forget what it's called though. Mick and Brad talk about motorbikes a lot. Brad's on his L's and will get his P's soon. I'm gonna get a bike as soon as find a good one that I can afford. Should be good.

Work pays for (and pays me to learn at) Canberra Institute of Technology (CIT), which is like TAFE. I only have to go in once a week, but the day that I go in is very long - 8am till 5.15pm. I have four two hour classes with fifteen minutes in between each class, and an hour for lunch.
I have to go to CIT Weston campus this year, but next year all horticulture is moving to Bruce campus.
I'm going to CIT this Thursday for an orientation day, and then I'll start classes the following week.

Work is pretty much all I do at the moment. Work, sleep and eat. On the weekend - Sleep and eat. So I guess that's all I can really write about for now. =)

Chat Rooms Are Fun. =P

2009-01-22T06:58:58Z

piere: u think u cud tame the wild beast?
Sulley: you'd be purring with one touch.
piere: u sure?
Sulley: mhm
piere: bring it on
Sulley: lol
piere: grrr

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
thar: ur not online r u balo
balo west: yes i am
piere: i have no soul king
vampire king: i can see that
piere: u kno of bella love?
steven_y: I do yes
   ### vampire king left the room
piere: im speaking to king
piere: or was
steven_y: oh sorry
piere: so look again and tell me wat u see
steven_y: ok
piere: wat do u c
steven_y: a blood drinking vampire, but maybe im just not on the right wave length here and thiking all wrong
thar: brb
piere: ur close enuf to it
thar: nvr mind
piere: k thar
   ### vincent entered the room
piere: keep looking
   ### vampire king entered the room
vincent: were back
balo west: wb
piere: vincent leave plz
balo west: to both
balo west: nvm
vincent: ok
vincent: im sorry to distub u
   ### vincent left the room
balo west: wb vampire king
piere: wb
vampire king: t/y
   ### Aleria_Precious left the room
piere: wat else do u see
steven_y: a thirst for blood in your eyes
piere: yes!!!!!!!
steven_y: and why was that so important to guess if I may ask?
piere: keep goin
piere: balo do explain he is ur student
balo west: will do
piere: t/y
piere: do u understand y i had to banish u earlier now
thar: brb
thar: got to reboot
piere: k h/b
steven_y: no i still dont understand that honestly
   ### thar left the room
steven_y: but you have to understand its hard for me to concentrate, it makes my head hurt so much worse
balo west: well steven the reason for the banish was because a you were in a vamp chat and b you came out at us a little wrong about why you wanted to join us
steven_y: ok
piere: now do u?
steven_y: yes
piere: we ar not a cure
piere: we ar more like a plague
   ### Aleria_Precious entered the room
piere: w/b aleria
   ### balo west left the room
Aleria_Precious: Thank you.
   ### balo west entered the room
   ### vincent entered the room
balo west: son of a bitch booted me stupid internet
vincent: im sorry to come back but can i talk to vamp
piere: that sux
   ### thar entered the room
balo west: yea
steven_y: wb thar
thar: back
balo west: wb tahr
balo west: thar*
balo west: what i miss
piere: what do yall kno about vince?
steven_y: nothing
balo west: i know how old he is
thar: myy yahoo is signinng in too
piere: how old?
balo west: 16 in human
piere: human?
balo west: wasn't told the other age
piere: or fake?
balo west: idk
steven_y: profile says psy vamp
piere: should we trust?
thar: who
balo west: anyone can put that in there proflie though
piere: vincent
piere: exactly
vincent: hello
balo west: you don't see me putting what i am in mine
vincent: sorry to inturpt
vincent: i dont meen to
steven_y: yea you do, it says your evil lol
balo west: lmao
balo west: smartass
piere: he who is does not brag
steven_y: you asked lol
vincent: i apologise
piere: thats not funny steven

I'm not quite sure what is going on here. Seems like some sort of "vampire cult" or something. Balo, and Piere are incharge, steven's next. Others have to ask for permission to tak.

bored..

2009-01-08T10:48:06Z

I was bored, so I made a new gif picture. =P
Comment if you like it (or if you really don't..).

((Hey Troll, you like it? lololol))

Writer's Block: Easy Like Sunday Morning

2008-12-28T09:03:47Z

Ah, Sunday, the day of rest. What's your favorite way to spend a Sunday morning?

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Sleeping. Mhm. =D

Rain.

2008-12-27T08:40:59Z

Good thing I wasn't planing on having people over today or tomorrow.
While it was bucketing down with rain outside, water started dripping from the ceiling in the loungeroom..
Not good! Now the paint and plaster around the hole is all wet and falling apart.
I don't think It'll rain tomorrow, so we should be able to get into the roof and fix it.
Wish me luck. I hope it doesn't rain while we're trying to fix it. .. =/

Bored.. So here's 75 Questions I Answered.

2008-12-25T12:41:48Z

75 Questions
1.Copy and Paste in your blog.
2. BOLD anything true.
3. Leave plain anything untrue.

001. I miss somebody right now.

002. I watch more Television than I used to.

003. I love olives.

004. I love sleeping.

005. I own lots of books.

006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.

007. I love to play video games.

008. I’ve tried marijuana.

009. I’ve watched porn movies.

010. I have been in a threesome.

011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

012. I believe honesty is the best policy.

013. I have acne free skin.

014. I like and respect Michael Jackson.

015. I curse frequently.

016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

017. I have a hobby.

018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.

019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

020. I've never broken anyone else's bones.

022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

023. I love rain.

024. I’m paranoid at times.

025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

026. I need money right now.

027. I love sushi.

028. I talk really, really fast sometimes.

029. I have fresh breath when I wake up.

030. I have semi-long hair.

031. I have lost money at a casino.

032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.

033. I was born in a country outside Australia

034. I shave my legs. -Don't need too, they're hairless. =)

035. I have a twin.

037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.

038. I like the way I look.

039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.

040. I know how to do cornrows.

041. I am usually pessimistic.

042. I have mood swings.

043. I think prostitution should be legalized.

044. I think Britney Spears is hot.

045. I have cheated on a significant other.

046. I have a hidden talent.

047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

048. I think that I’m popular.

049. I am currently single.

050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.

052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ's.

053. I love to shop.

054. I would rather shop than eat.

055. I would classify myself as ghetto.

056. I’m bourgeois and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.

057. I’m obsessed with my blogs!

058. I don’t hate anyone.

059. I’m a pretty good dancer. -So I've been told.. =P

060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington… -Who? What?

061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

062. I have a mobile phone.

063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.

065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

067. I have been in a real relationship before.

068. I’ve rejected someone before.

069. I currently have a crush on someone. -Well sorta..

070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

071. I want to have children in the future.

072. I have changed a diaper before.

073. I’ve had the cops called on me before.

074. I bite my nails.

075. I’m not allergic to anything deadly.

Writer's Block: Long Nights, Short Poems

2008-12-25T12:04:51Z

It's the winter solstice in the Northern hemisphere, summer solstice in the Southern hemisphere, and Haiku Day in the U.S. Does that inspire you to write a three-line poem with five syllables in the first and last lines and seven in the middle line?

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sulley_hate @ 2008-12-24T23:55:00

2008-12-24T13:11:34Z

It's Christmas tomorrow!!
Or in my case, Christmas Day starts in less than five minutes.

I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow. I'm having Christmas lunch at my mum's parents place, which'll take up most of the day.
Then we're having people over for a barbecue at my place in the evening/night.

I have no idea what I'll wear.. lol. But that's the least of my problems..
First thing is that neither of my uncles will be at my grandparents place, so I won't see them or Uncle Myles's fiancee or their baby, my cousin Toby. =(
Next, all that food. 1) I hate eating heaps then working extra hard to lose weight after, but 2) I hate wasting food..
And then after a long lunch at my grandparents place instead of being able to come home and relax, I have to serve and entertain guests and visitors at my home. Great.. And the people that are coming over are my mum's ex's mother and children, and some of my mum's friends. I don't get to have anyone I want here.
Oh, and did I mention that there will be random people that I don't know at my grandparents. (Replacing my uncles?)
So much for a day of (my) family and friends..

Just f-ing fantastic.. Oh yippee ya hoo.. What a joyous day.. </sarcasm..>

The clock just ticked over, so I'd like to wish all a very merry Christmas,
and a joyous New Year.

I hope your day goes better than I expect mine to go.

" '08 was great, let's hope '09 goes fine."

Lots of love <33
Sulley / Kris / Jersey Cow / whatever you call me.

wtf?

2008-12-24T04:26:03Z

This made me lol in a "wtf!?" kinda way..
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http://community.livejournal.com/splodefromcute/1024534.html#cutid3

Mum

2008-11-02T21:55:15Z

My mum played hockey last night, as usual, only unlike usual, last night she got injured.
I only heard about it this morning.
She hurt one of her calf muscles and can't walk.
She can't go to work today, and maybe not for the rest of the week.
I wish I was home with her, instead of here, in Melbourne.
Mum has planed to drive here on Thursday, and spend the weekend with me. I really hope that she'll still be able to come.

Poor mum..

Week One of Physical Rehabilitation

2008-11-02T01:52:13Z

I have just about finished the first week of the four week residential CFS physical rehab program that I'm attending in Melbourne.
It's been really good so far. I've made new friends and do fun activities like hydrotherapy and gym.

There are three other 16-17 year olds doing the program with me. Beth and I are sharing a room. Lauren and Rhys have their own rooms.

We have hydro twice a week, gym every afternoon, school every day, psyche once a week, and rest brakes and free time every day. During my rest times I usually read, or draw, or watch tv, or go on the net. During my free time I usually go skateboarding. The floor above (the fourth floor) is almost always really quiet, so I skate up there sometimes. The corridors are really smooth, so I can go really fast. I love speeding around corners. If there ever are people up there then I just skate around the hospital, or on the weekends I go to the shops down the street. (But I don't tell anyone I go to the shops, cause I don't think I'm supposed to leave the hospital grounds.. Meh..)

I went to the shops yesterday arvo. Didn't get back to my room till about 7:30 or so.. Didn't really matter, it was still light outside. =)
While out I picked some flowers and put them in a cup in my room.

Each bed has it's own tv. They have the usual stations (not ABC2), and there's also the Discovery Channel, and Sky News. They aren't very interesting though.

I got wireless internet today. I don't know how often I'll update, but I'll probably check my Hotmail and Bebo accounts every day.

xx

WoW

2008-10-13T02:49:37Z

I've built up an obsession for World of Warcraft.. It's all Hayden's fault.
I haven't even played it yet, and I'm already slightly obsessed.
I tried to download a 10 free trial game, but because I've already used up all the downloads for this month, every new download is really REALLY slowwwww... So it's taking a while.
It's up to 78% - Which isn't too bad.

I have pictures of WoW, like characters and scenes and stills on my laptop. If I had Photoshop on this computer I'd probably start making icons and backgrounds and stuff.. That's how obsessed I've become. AND I HAVEN'T EVEN PLAYED THE DAMN GAME YET!!!

I'm so bored right now that I think I might move some of the pictures to my mum's laptop (which does have Photoshop) and start making icons while I watch a movie or something..
Either that or I'll make some lunch and then play Final Fantasy IX (on Playstation)!!

Cya. xx

P.S, look at what I downloaded..

It's a WoW skin for Windows Media Player
If you want it too, you can get it here >>
http://www.microsoft.com/indonesia/windowsxp/downloads/desktop/wowskin.aspx

Writer's Block: Transportation

2008-10-12T09:05:35Z

In the past they promised us jetpacks for the future. We’re still waiting. What is your ideal mode of transportation? Has it been invented yet?

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Dude!!! Jet propelled hoverboards like in the movie, Back To The Future 2!!!